{"id":134,"date":"2015-09-20T21:37:58","date_gmt":"2015-09-20T21:37:58","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/?p=134"},"modified":"2015-09-20T21:37:58","modified_gmt":"2015-09-20T21:37:58","slug":"it-never-goes-away","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/?p=134","title":{"rendered":"It never goes away"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I dreamt of you last night. It&#8217;s always a dream that pulls me back to you. The thoughts and the memories are always there. They never fade. It&#8217;s the pain that starts to dwindle. That hopeless feeling starts to let up to the point I feel I can go on. That&#8217;s when the dreams come back.<\/p>\n<p>Its always the same theme. Me begging to know why. Me wanting you back. And then I wake up. This desperate need to have you back will linger for days. I wonder how I will ever get over you.<\/p>\n<p>I looked at a house today. It&#8217;s just what we always wanted. 3bed 2bath ranch. Walkout basement. 3acres. Detached garage and another out building. Priced affordably. I&#8217;m thinking about buying it. I wish I had your input. I wish you were here.<\/p>\n<p>Will it it always be this way?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I dreamt of you last night. It&rsquo;s always a dream that pulls me back to you. The thoughts and the memories are always there. They never fade. It&rsquo;s the pain that starts to dwindle. That hopeless feeling starts to let up to the point I feel I can go on. That&rsquo;s when the dreams come [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-134","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/134","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=134"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/134\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":135,"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/134\/revisions\/135"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=134"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=134"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=134"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}