{"id":139,"date":"2015-10-28T02:45:40","date_gmt":"2015-10-28T02:45:40","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/?p=139"},"modified":"2015-10-28T02:45:40","modified_gmt":"2015-10-28T02:45:40","slug":"back-again","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/?p=139","title":{"rendered":"Back Again"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>So here I am again but a little different this time. I think about you every day but it&#8217;s bearable now. I had hoped the memories and the aching would be erased from my memory but it still remains. I wonder if you think about me? I feel like I can breathe again but have been afraid to come back here to you. I&#8217;m afraid just writing about you will bring it all back. The dreams have stopped. I no longer dream of trying to be with you and in my dreams you are no longer mean to me.<\/p>\n<p>I miss you always but I can remember you now and love you and let you go. Everyday this is my mantra.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>So here I am again but a little different this time. I think about you every day but it&rsquo;s bearable now. I had hoped the memories and the aching would be erased from my memory but it still remains. I wonder if you think about me? I feel like I can breathe again but have [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-139","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/139","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=139"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/139\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":140,"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/139\/revisions\/140"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=139"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=139"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=139"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}