{"id":195,"date":"2016-10-17T01:56:32","date_gmt":"2016-10-17T01:56:32","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/?p=195"},"modified":"2016-10-17T01:56:32","modified_gmt":"2016-10-17T01:56:32","slug":"eptopic","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/?p=195","title":{"rendered":"eptopic"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Lucky me, it wasn&#8217;t a miscarriage, just a tubal pregnancy. I got to take a chemo shot in the ass that helped it flush itself out with out requiring surgery. Talk about devastating. Can&#8217;t help but wonder if it&#8217;s just not meant to be.<\/p>\n<p>Saw an article about a man who built his dream home over his pond so he could fish from a hole in his living room floor. I thought of you. We could&#8217;ve done that. We could&#8217;ve done a lot of things.<\/p>\n<p>I wonder how you are? If you ever think of me&#8230;. Some days are harder than others. Not a day goes by I don&#8217;t think of you. Sometimes I hate you and sometimes I miss you so much I can&#8217;t breathe.<\/p>\n<p>My life is good mostly. It&#8217;s boring but dependable. Maybe a baby will eventually work out, maybe it won&#8217;t. I&#8217;m not ready to give up yet.<\/p>\n<p>I love you and I let you go.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Lucky me, it wasn&rsquo;t a miscarriage, just a tubal pregnancy. I got to take a chemo shot in the ass that helped it flush itself out with out requiring surgery. Talk about devastating. Can&rsquo;t help but wonder if it&rsquo;s just not meant to be. Saw an article about a man who built his dream home [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-195","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/195","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=195"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/195\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":196,"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/195\/revisions\/196"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=195"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=195"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=195"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}