A friend told me this would all end at 10yrs. For a while I thought I was getting closer to tucking my feelings away. It’s like the song “This Town by Niall Horan” – Everything comes back to you….. It’s not that I’m not happy in my life because I am. It’s not even that I would leave this life if given the opportunity because I wouldn’t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Every so often something happens that pulls me back in and escape seems impossible. It’s a text or a phone call to me from someone looking for you. It’s the running in circles you were once part of that I had no idea. I honestly don’t even know I want to escape. I miss the passion, the I can’t breath with out you obsessive love. If I’m honest there isn’t a day you evade some thought, some memory. The aching and longing comes and goes and sometimes with such fierceness it’s hard to think about anything else.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
How do I feel this so strongly? Is there a mutual connection? Will I find you again later in life? <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Until that day, I love you and I let you go…….<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
A friend told me this would all end at 10yrs. For a while I thought I was getting closer to tucking my feelings away. It’s like the song “This Town by Niall Horan” – Everything comes back to you….. It’s not that I’m not happy in my life because I am. It’s not even that […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-312","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/312","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=312"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/312\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":314,"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/312\/revisions\/314"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=312"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=312"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=312"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}