{"id":33,"date":"2015-03-17T17:58:40","date_gmt":"2015-03-17T17:58:40","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/?p=33"},"modified":"2015-03-17T17:58:40","modified_gmt":"2015-03-17T17:58:40","slug":"the-lies-and-deceit","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/?p=33","title":{"rendered":"The lies and deceit………"},"content":{"rendered":"

I’m stunned although I shouldn’t be. You spend years with someone and never really know who they are. It’s shocking. Is it me?<\/p>\n

Of course it’s me. It’s always my fault. You’re devastated I wouldn’t commit to taking you back. You claim I’ve strung you along, mislead you, hurt you, used you, taken advantage of you. Wasn’t it I who was always forth coming?<\/p>\n

I think the truth does set you free but not always in the way you would want or expect it to.<\/p>\n

How can you say you love me and days later announce a relationship with another woman? How can you be the victim when I was the honest one? Somehow you believe you are the victim because I couldn’t give you what you wanted, yet you always had your backup plan. I hope she makes you happy. You can be the martyr.<\/p>\n

I have so much loss in my heart. This loss isn’t for you because I realize now I never knew you. This loss is for who I thought you were……who I wanted you to be. So I will cry and I will mourn you but I will no longer wish for what could have been. What could have been never was……..<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I’m stunned although I shouldn’t be. You spend years with someone and never really know who they are. It’s shocking. Is it me? Of course it’s me. It’s always my fault. You’re devastated I wouldn’t commit to taking you back. You claim I’ve strung you along, mislead you, hurt you, used you, taken advantage of […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-33","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=33"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":34,"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33\/revisions\/34"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=33"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=33"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/agirlthatgaveashit.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=33"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}