So here I am again but a little different this time. I think about you every day but it’s bearable now. I had hoped the memories and the aching would be erased from my memory but it still remains. I wonder if you think about me? I feel like I can breathe again but have been afraid to come back here to you. I’m afraid just writing about you will bring it all back. The dreams have stopped. I no longer dream of trying to be with you and in my dreams you are no longer mean to me.

I miss you always but I can remember you now and love you and let you go. Everyday this is my mantra.