Another day of memories. I think of you daily – mostly when I’m driving. I don’t feel overwhelmed with sadness and loss anymore. The truth is I’m pretty happy. I wonder why I still think of you so much. Is this normal?

I feel like my life is coming together. Funny how things don’t turn out the way you expect them to. I think it still bothers me that we couldn’t make it work and that challenge is hard to let go of.

All the loss- the pain- the suffering of losing you I can’t help but think was the price we had to pay for how we came together. Maybe if it hadn’t began that way we could’ve made it work.

I hope you have found happiness and things are falling in to place for you also. As always, I love you and I let you go.

Wow. It’s hard to believe a year has gone by since we last spoke. I feel like I’m finally gaining some clarity and the ability to move on. I’m almost afraid to admit it because I don’t want to be wrong. It’s been so hard moving on from you. I don’t know if it was the lost pregnancy or just time in general but I can finally accept that it’s over.

I know that I’ll love you always. I think of you every day but it doesn’t ruin my day anymore. I believe our paths will one day cross again. I can’t explain it I just feel it.

I’m happy and thankful for the freedoms I have today. Freedoms that weren’t possible when we were together. I hope you have found happiness. I love you and I let you go.