Mom died today and the only person in the world that could possibly understand is you…

but you’re gone.

Why do you continue to haunt my dreams? You came home to me with the kids. I was so happy but you wouldn’t really communicate with me. You were cold and distant and I was left wondering why you were here.

I miss you so much. I have this ache that never ends. I wish I had your strength. I wish I could just forget. I wish I could hate you.