I was telling you how hard life has been without you, how I have missed you so and that I’ll never let go. You were telling me you knew exactly how I feel and that you feel the same but you wouldn’t come back. I tried to get you to explain why. I told you I would do anything but it didn’t matter. Then I saw you having sex w her. You had that connection with her that you and I had. I just don’t believe it’s that good. I don’t believe you have the connection with her that we had. I woke up sobbing and my day was spent thinking of you and aching for you with such sadness. When will it ever go away?