I’ve been crying off an on all day today. I went out with friends I hadn’t seen in a while a few days ago and they asked about you. Said they heard you were moving and getting married. I just can’t believe it. I’m not over you. I miss you always. How is this possible? It makes me wonder “are we supposed to be together”? Is this why I can’t get over you?

You lie, you cheat, your angry all the time, you need to be the center of attention, and I was never going to be enough for you yet still I can’t let go. How is it possible after almost a year of no contact I’m still crying over you? This isn’t how it’s supposed to be. Did you even love me at all? I’m falling apart and I can’t keep doing this to myself. I can’t go on like this.