I fell asleep on the couch. I dreamed you walked into my house unannounced. You walked right past me and over to him. Said something to him and smiled. You looked so young. I didn’t know if I should yell at you for just barging in or hug you. And then I woke up.

I went to bed and continued to dream of you. You showed up somewhere that I was. I followed you outside to talk and you got in the car with her. I was suprised to see her. I motioned to roll down the window. I told you both I was happy for you even though I was lying and dying inside.

I wish I knew what triggered these dreams. I love you and I let you go.