I see her profile picture has changed to one of you. It makes me angry. I wish I could forget about it all. I so wanted us to be honest with each other. I knew you were playing both sides but I didn’t care. I loved you enough to let it go and move forward. You couldn’t give me the same respect. I see you as a lost soul looking for love to fill the emptiness within you. It doesn’t work that way. You will forever be searching because what you need can’t be found in another person. I want to make you see that but I know that I can’t. I thought if I loved you enough and just tried hard enough that we could make it… that I could have control over it. I was wrong.