I just found out you are planning to leave the state. I am devastated. I feel so hopeless. I don’t know what to do. You ignored my message and my call last week. I struggle with feelings of wanting you to pick me up and tell me were going to be together and that’s the end of it. I long to be with you. I obsess nonstop about you but I always remember I can’t trust you.

WHY? Tell me why it has to be this way? No loss has ever hurt this much. How can I forget you when all I do is think about you? I dwell in this space. Come and get me and I will be yours.