I dreamt of you last night. It’s always a dream that pulls me back to you. The thoughts and the memories are always there. They never fade. It’s the pain that starts to dwindle. That hopeless feeling starts to let up to the point I feel I can go on. That’s when the dreams come back.

Its always the same theme. Me begging to know why. Me wanting you back. And then I wake up. This desperate need to have you back will linger for days. I wonder how I will ever get over you.

I looked at a house today. It’s just what we always wanted. 3bed 2bath ranch. Walkout basement. 3acres. Detached garage and another out building. Priced affordably. I’m thinking about buying it. I wish I had your input. I wish you were here.

Will it it always be this way?