I dreamed of you again. You were being brain washed by the JW’s and I was trying  to save you. They were doing horrible things to you – drugging you, following you, chasing you down to bring you back to them. You were so confused and I kept having to bring you back to reality. I was so devastated when I woke up.

I painted her room yesterday. It was hard. I’m planning to move from here. I’m surrounded by memories of you and I need to escape from it all.

I love you and I let you go.