I’m 9 months pregnant. I am up to pee every hour and your haunting of my dreams all night was unrelenting. You would choose her over and over yet you wouldn’t leave me alone. You were torturing me. My tears and my pain had no effect on you. I would wake up crying only to go back to sleep and dream more. I can only home my baby coming will someday soon put this torture to an end. It hurts me and it’s effects are lasting. Why do you keep coming for me?