Baby is here. He’s perfect in every way. My life has changed so much. I can’t help but wonder what it would be like if you were his daddy. I had hoped his birth would help me move on from thoughts of you but nothing has changed.

I moved… sold my childhood home – the home that we redid and created together. The walls that surround me no longer make me think of you and maybe it will just take more time for me to be free of this memory filled prison you have kept me in. This home is everything we talked about moving to. You would love it here.

I love you and I let you go.